6:30 am: alarms kicks in.
7:00: outta bed, coffee, shower
8:00: rail of blow on dash board, drive to work, palms sweating.
8:05: park in shade, run into work, don’t make eye contact.
9:00: couple bumps in the bathroom, log onto NT to pacify rampant cocaine babble urge.
10:30: smoke dirty brown bud out back with bums going to soup kitchen.
11:00: back on NT, totally incoherent but trying to communicate.
12:30: out to lunch, get into car in shade. pull seat back, tie off arm and slam some H. pass out for an hour.
1:30: rail of coke on dash and back into work.
2:00: back on NT, can’t even read the text cause eyes are throbbing.
3:00 & 4:00: bump up in the pisser, wash face, back onto NT.
5:00: wake up, run out to my car, swerve in and out of lanes, park, rush up to dank, smelly apartment.
6:00: force down a hot dog and cereal.
7:00: shoot up more H and pour cheap brandy.
9:00: pass out watching PBS with lit cigarette.
9:05: wake up with burning fingers. stomp out smoke in carpet.
9:10: stumble to bed, pass out again.
RIP (via magnificentruin)